我的世界·我的心声
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
《我想》
我想……
牵着你柔白的小手……
走着……
享受着……
每一步……
跟你在这世界留下的足迹……
我想……
贴着你瘦弱的肩膀……
靠着……
依偎着……
每一刻……
与你在这世界度过的每天……
我想……
抱着你纤细的身体……
看着……
研究着……
那双眼……
和你在这世界出现的意义……
我想……
留着你温暖的感觉……
等着……
回味着……
这瞬间……
有你在这世界存在的证明……
我想……
拥着你遗失的未来……
守着……
延续着……
那梦想……
和你在这世界遗漏的回忆……
（给我人生最大鼓励与提供了我生存意义的人……）
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7/31/2007 08:48:00 pm
Monday, July 30, 2007
《颜色》
我们都是不同的色彩……
我是艳红的火焰，炽热而不能忍受……
你是晶白的寒雪，冰冷而难以忍耐……
我是碧蓝的青天，遥远而不易靠近……
你是翠绿的森山，浓密而不容接近……
我是漆黑的深夜，空虚而不敢独处……
你是金黄的光线，大方而不吝分享……
又是颜色……
世界的美到底是因为颜色的点缀，
还是因为世界的存在而让颜色凸现出来？
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7/30/2007 10:15:00 pm
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Today is yet another happy day, for no other reason but the happy outing with Lihui. We didn't do much, watched Harry Potter which both of us felt something is lacking and not as nice as anticipated. Before that, we had something to eat in one of the coffee place right beside OP in PS...the sandwich is quite nice, but the bad thing is we are sorta in a bit of rush so didnt really hang out there long enough...anyway, after the show, we had dinner in Mushroom Pot inside OG at Orchard Point...well, i think its the worst meal we had ever since we went out for any dinner...the steamboat serving is like not the nicest stuff and overall, i think the side dish is much better than the steamboat itself...had a slow walk under the drizzling rain from PS to Orchard MRT, stop by Centrepoint and Paragon on the to do some window shopping...well, its a very relax time walking together coz there's always a listening ear when we need one...but i think we hv disagreement quite often, however, wat i really appreciate is that she is the only one who will tell me straight in the face how she detests ways n thinking tat i had...she is frank n i know she meant well, and i don't think i will ever be angry with her. but too bad, today is sunday, we cant stay out late...now we shall look forward for the next meeting~
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7/22/2007 11:50:00 pm
《累》每天重复一样的生活，有时候真的不知道自己要的是什么，应该做的又是什么。虽然日子过得还算可以，但是总觉得好像生活少了些什么。开始以为是拥有太多的自由，时间多了，无所事事，自然会失去人生的目标。可是根本不是这样！我一直以来都有目标，只是我的目标非常简单，我只想每天看到想见到的人，听听她的声音，这样平平凡凡过一生。但是，这种简单的生活也不容易，因为想见的人偏偏不能够每天看到，声音也无法天天聆听到，人生更加不可能像自己想要的那么简简单单。
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7/22/2007 11:30:00 pm
Sunday, July 15, 2007
今天的等待让我理解到，其实心里很在意，你的出现，你的存在……空白的等待让我感觉到，其实心里很清楚，你的坦白，你的慷慨……谁叫我真正的爱的是你，或许你无法明白，一次，两次，三次，拒绝了那么多次，但是站在原地不动的，还是只有我和你……我懂得放弃，但是我不会那么做，因为我坚信，会有那么一天，你会至少多看我一眼，多怀念我一下……
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7/15/2007 10:39:00 pm
评电影：《男たちの大和》 （男人们的大和）（YAMATO）
导演：
佐藤纯弥 （Junya Sato）
主演：
仲代达矢（Tatsuya Nakadai）、
反町隆史（Takashi Sorimachi）、
中村狮童（Shido Nakamura）、
松山健一（Kenichi Matsuyama）
影片的背景分别设计在2005年的鹿岛及太平洋战争后期,两个时期。影片使用了不少倒叙及插叙的方式来叙述着一个在二战时期，围绕于日本当时引以为傲的世纪战舰，大和号的故事。
这部影片一开始就利用历史画面，告诉观者一些有关于大和号的历史和背景。影片通过讲述大和号沉没时的幸存者神尾克己（仲代达矢（老年））对大和号沉没的无法释怀还有悲痛的心情，来表达一些导演想要告诉观众的讯息。故事真正开始于神尾踏上了当时号称世界最大的战舰之后，结识了不少在船上一起共生死的“兄弟”，当中以森脇庄八（反町隆史饰）和内田守（中村狮童饰）最为重要。导演巧妙地利用这些人的关系，探讨了许多战争带来的破坏与伤痛，表现出他反战争的意识，并有鼓动现今颓废的日本青少年的本意。
许多日本战争片都会出现为日本皇军牺牲生命来保卫国土的情节。这强调了日本人爱国的精神到达了可以牺牲自己的生命的地步，但是在这部影片中，导演特意穿插了了一个让人去思索的问题“到底自杀式的牺牲是壮烈的牺牲，还是无畏的牺牲”。虽然说是为国牺牲，但沉入大海后，剩下的又是什么？导演也善加利用“死”来探讨到底活着需要更多勇气，还是选择死亡需要更多勇气。当中，他们提到了日本的武士道和士道到底有何不同。武士道是一种不求回报，牺牲自己的行为，而士道是本着牺牲的意念，堂堂正正地活下去。这里看出了导演想表现出的“死的决心”和“生存的决心”。很多人都知道自杀需要莫大的勇气，但是要坚强地面对现实，再勇敢活下去，何尝不需要相同或更大的勇气呢？
这虽然是一部战争片，但是却离不开一个“情”字。影片中除了巧妙地利用“情”来煽动剧情，更漂亮地用“情”来刻画出战争可以带来的悲惨经历。在大和号将只携带单程燃料执行最后的特别牺牲攻击任务前，士兵们都可以在战舰最后一次靠岸时回家探望家属一次。影片中有一幕是一个与神尾同属一个兵团的士兵，在最后航程前去向母亲道别，并且将哥哥死去前割下的一小撮头发交给母亲。母亲在得知一个儿子已为国壮烈牺牲后，又得面对另一个即将离开的儿子，可想而知，这时她悲痛的心情是何等悲痛。儿子过后吃着母亲做的无糖糕点，虽然口中无味，心里却留下那份永远的母爱的芬香。除此，还有另一名士兵邮寄给母亲自己所有的钱财，并附上一句“请你忘了我吧”，最后还有神尾的母亲在一场空袭中被炸死，随后青梅竹马的女友也因战事，病痛不治而逝世。导演用了很多类似的情感画面来牵动观众的心，让大家了解战争其实只会徒增悲伤，不会带来快乐的情感，尽管是战胜也好，战败也罢。
这部电影在呈现方式上少了多角度拍摄技巧。在美军飞机轰炸大和号时最为显著，因为所有的取镜都是向着炮台上。这样营造不出一场真正壮烈浩大的战争场面，而且效果也不够逼真。虽然制作小组成功地利用电脑科技让大和号重现海面，但是整体的特效却欠缺说服力，无法跟一些西洋片相比。然而，电影音乐在音乐大师久石讓的精心设计下，为画面增添了看不到的情感。
如果说战争会带来和平，那这份和平到底建立在什么之上？是建立在胜利者的骄傲之上？是建立在战败者的囊揣上？还是建立在所有在战争中饱受煎熬的人们之上？或许，观看此片之后，你会有更深一层的体会和感想。
战无尽，烽火连天骸满地，
炮无情，战舟连覆遍四海。
夜无眠，泣声连绵嚎青天，
心无恋，痛心连年度一世。
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7/15/2007 10:20:00 pm
| Your Values Profile |
 Loyalty:
You value loyalty a fair amount.You're loyal to your friends... to a point.But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
Honesty:
You value honesty a fair amount.You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."
Generosity:
You value generosity a fair amount.You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need.But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
Humility:
You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
Tolerance:
You value tolerance a fair amount.You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe. |
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7/15/2007 04:52:00 pm
Thursday, July 12, 2007
LeaderWhat do you call a person who leads others?A leader precisely, right?So what makes a leader?Someone told me a good leader is somewho who can delegate work well,I think in some ways it does make sense but,I would agree more if it is a good leader who distributes work fairly across the board,Including himself.Nevertheless, A good leader must understand his subordinate,And at the same time,Able to show the way to work by leading by example.If anyone tells me a good leader is there to have leaders under them,then i would say it is absolutely bullshit.WHY?The reason is simple,How is he going to lead, when there are subordinate who are leaders and are just as capable than him?Therefore, A good leader will not ask his subordinate to think like a man who possess leadership,Instead,He should be there to give only instruction and guidance when there is a need,The rest of the time,The leader should just do what is suppose to be done,Let the follower emulate what he is doing.We are not talking about training leaders,Because leaders can't be trained.It is an in-born talent,Just like charisma,You cannot develop charisma,Because it just comes off like that,No explanation!!The rationale is simple,You cannot have Adolf Hitler everywhere,And you cannot train a Adolf Hitler out of nowhere,As what he had wasn't anything we can learn or emulate,Leadership is in-born not train.What followers are going through isn't leadership training,They are just there to offset work,And let those lazy "Leaders" on top have an excuse for themselves to say,"Oh, I'm training all of you to be leaders, So these are things you have to do..." In the end,Nothing for them to do...Anyway,Everyone has their own opinion,I'm not a leader,Definitely not an in-born leader,So if you ever call me a good leader,THINK TWICE!!!
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7/12/2007 02:05:00 pm
Sunday, July 08, 2007
We are all learning to fall,because we are very sure one day we are bound to fall,and we don't know how hard it is when we fall...
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7/08/2007 10:31:00 pm
Hmm...seems like i have serious personality disorder...hahaha~
Personality Disorder Test Results |
with thanks to kaylin...
Disorder Info
Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, SchizotypalIndividuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and NarcissisticIndividuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.
Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-CompulsiveIndividuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticismDependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
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7/08/2007 08:10:00 pm
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
《我与我的对白》aoi昨晚来到我的梦中告诉我“你对自己太严厉了，因为这样，我生活得也很痛苦，为什么你不放松一点，笑一笑，其实世界还是可以很漂亮的。”虽然我不能完全同意，但是aoi是我的另一半，他应该不会骗我，可是我应该如何放松，其实我一点主意也没有，我只想简简单单过完下半辈子，这样难道还不算放松吗？有时候真的不知道应该怎么做才好，或许，偶尔应该猛踩油门，让自己像跑车一样全速前进，又或许，经常停下脚步，听听周围的鸟啼声，看看千姿百态的丛林……可是，这一切是不是又太苛刻了呢？试问，我们哪有时间做那么多事情？“aoi，我想还是暂时保留原状，等到了适当的时机，我们再一块儿休息吧！”
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7/03/2007 07:45:00 am
Sunday, July 01, 2007
so sick of using the school laptop now...i really wonder when my pc will be up again...haiz...all my programs are in there and i cant download games n anime into this stupid laptop...hmm tat means im lagging a lot behind all the anime available...damnit...anyway, dun think all those are tat impt, wat most impt is i dun hv to carry this laptop to n fro school everyday...haiz...anyway, it will be a boring week, only consolation is no school on monday, but still i nid to go sch to set exam paper...well, ok its work n not too bad, at least i wun be bored to death at home with ntg to do...no matter wat, i think its always good to hv smtg to occupied one's mind...ok...im bored n im gonna stop...bye~
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7/01/2007 08:47:00 pm
